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MYSPACE
SUN DOWN
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:57 pm / MOOD: Other
Current mood:  accomplished
all alone you and me without a doubt, its a procedure that beggins with a glance into eachothers eyes and ends in eachothers warm embrace, no one to stop us, no one to see. only you and me the stars and the moon hide the sun so that we extend our love farther than anyone imagines while we breath, my body aches, i dont feel pain i just feel the pleasure of being loved by you, but i cant stand to wonder if what we had to shear was only a rare moment or just a single sight of pleasure, but just for a moment because your touch aweakends me and tells my body what to do, leaving my mind in a clear white blank, but i aweaken and just wish it would happen again
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POEMS
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:56 pm / MOOD: Other
   
Loving you I feel so ashamed of what I did. I dont even wanna think,just go to sleep. I cant belive I got cought.If I could only see what I had done wrong,but nothing matters, well not anymore I just wish I had a chance to redeem my fault , or at least to save my family from it's great fall.now I am alone in this lonley world, without a word to say. I live my life or should I say death, slowly just wondering why loving you was so wrong.  
Girls why is my love stronger then yours? why do my words mean more then yours? maybe because you know how to brake my heart the instent you make me yours.   
The ghost my soul has been hurt so many times that it no longer exist my faith my love my single touch is filled with hate. you can no longer feel my warm embrace all you see is a ghost in a single stage, that in wich I could never have excape for all I ever did was cry all day.
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KIND
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:52 pm / MOOD: Other
Current mood:  crushed
WELL ITS LATE BUT I HAVE TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST, I THINK THAT I AM A GOOD FRIEND, A GOOD PERSON, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS I AM A FAILER THE ONLY PERSON THAT HAS MADE ME THE HAPPIEST WOMEN ALIVE I HAD TO LET GO BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY. I FEEL THAT IN A WAY I AM LEARNING BUT IT IS VERY FUSTRATING TO JUST TRY AND BE WHAT OTHERS WANT YOU TO BE, WELL I AM TIERD AND I AM JUST GOING TO BE ME AND THATS IT. I HOPE THAT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT REALLY KNOW ME CAN HELP ME BECAUSE THIS IS A LARGE STEP THAT I AM TAKING. I KNOW THAT AT TIMES I CAN BE A PAIN AND THAT I CAN ACT LIKE NADA CAN HURT ME BUT ITS NOT TRUE I HAVE BEEN SCARED TO JUST LET MY FEELINGS GO LOOSE BECAUSE I AM SCARED THAT ONES MORE I WILL GET HURT I HAVE SUFFER MORE THEN ALL OF YOU CAN IMAGIN. THIS GOES OUT TO BOO BOO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, LOVE YOU,AND TO ELLIOT I HOPE THAT YOU ARE NOT MAD IT IS JUST THAT I HAVE TO FORGET ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS BEFORE I CAN DO ALL THOSE THINGS I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND, AND LIKE I SAID ME AND YOU WILL HAVE A GOOD TALK LATER I JUST HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ME. BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU DO MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. ITS JUST THAT I HAVE ALOT GOING ON IN MY LIFE IT NOT ONLY YOU I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ITS MY FAMILIA, FRIENDS, AND MOST IMPORTANLY MY SELF.
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ITS FUNNY
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:51 pm / MOOD: Other
Current mood: crushed
how you told me you loved me..... its funny how you said you would never leave me...... and that i would be the one brakin up with you before you did...... but look at us now you broke my heart and you did it without feelin anythin..... i cant hate you cuz i love you and always will but i hate my self for bein so stupid ..... i hope you is fine and i wish you the best all i am waitin for is for you to find out what the hell happen cuz i would never do what you accused me of doin!!!!!! you did me so wrong and its not the first time you do it..... we have been thru so much shit i cant belive you end it like this....... i will always love you and i will be waitin on that call..... cuz if you ever did have atleast a lil love for me you would call me and tell me what i did wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LOOK
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:50 pm / MOOD: Other
poem......
Current mood:  cheerful i love you ........... not cuz you are perfect but because of your inperfection you have been with me no matter what. you love me for me and thats enough. you are sweet to me i really dont know what i would do if you didnt exist..... i know i am not what you expected not even close but i'll let you know i'll do anythin and everythin to make you happy...... till the end. tellin you this brakes all the rules because i am lettin you know my true feellins hopefully you will open up and tell me yours. love is somethin i only dreamed about so please let me keep dreamin with you and dont take your love away not even when you make me yours.
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MINE
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:49 pm / MOOD: Other
one tear ... two hearts ..... a single glace..... into each others soul.... thats all it takes to know what one has done wrong....a single smile an un holy mouth...tells more and more lies then the other dzires.... it hurt more then one and twice....it all comes from life.. and thats not the end.... the touch that awake's her body and makes it tremble and sweat is also the one that kills her softly and makes her cry all night.... why should she wait for him if all he dose is lie...... and mekes her cry .... love is pain thats the hardest thing you will ever have to take!!!!!
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I LOVE THIS SONG
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:48 pm / MOOD: Happy
[Verse 1:]
Damn Somebody Tell Me Why The First Girl I See When I Walk Up In The Club Her
Ni**A You Told Me That You Was Gon Make Sure I Wasn't Gona See This Girl
No Not Tonight, I Wanted To Give It Time, I Wanted Her Out My Mind
Now It's Too Late To Leave
Damn, I Wonder Who That Is She's Talking To..He Put The Drink Down Now He's Makin A Move, I Wonder Where They Movin To
And Just Like A Fool I'm Watchin Her
Tryna Make My Eyes Deter
But I Cant Stop Watchin I'm Watchin
Said I Can't Stop Watchin, I'm Watchin
[Pre Chorus:]
Now The Only Thing I Feel Inside Of My Chest Is All This Regret
I Never Should Of Let You Go, Why'd I Let You Go,
This Situation Is Under My Skin
Theres A War Goin On Within
[Chorus:]
This Is How I Feel Everytime I'm Around You
I Just Lose Control When I'M In The Same Room
I Get So, I'm Sooo
Emotional, Emotional, Emotional
[Repeat]
[Verse 2:]
So What Do U Think?
Should I Roll Up, Like I Do It On Dubs
Show Her What It Is, Make Her Miss My Love
Yea Reminisce On Us
Look At Me Stressin, So Caught Up
Learnin My Lesson, I Realize
(But Now Its Lookin Like Its Too Late)
Cause He Just Wrapped His Hands Around That Slim Waist
That's My Waist
Please Don't Tell Me She's Dancing The Same Way
She Danced With Me
Man That Could Never Be
That's What She Said To Me
That's Why Its So Hard To Believe
[Pre Chorus:]
Now The Only Thing I Feel Inside Of My Chest Is All This Regret
I Never Should Of Let You Go, Why'd I Let You Go,
This Situation Is Under My Skin
Theres A War Goin On Within
[Bridge:]
Hey Girl, Didn't See Ya Standin There Its Been A
Long Time, Its Feelin Really Good To See Your Smile
(Every Once In A While) I'm Thinkin Of You And Me- E
But Life Is Good I'm Free-E Yea
Wait! Baby I'm Frontin Honestly I Made A Big Mistake
I'm Struggling With Reality, It Hurts More Everyday
I Been Blaming You For Makin Me Feel This Way
And Now I'm Crushed Without Your Love
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dislusiona
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:46 pm / MOOD: Disapointed
what happens when all the trust is gone.... when all thats left is doubts and pain... thats what he feels and thats what i have gain.. my love for him grows while his love for me dies....our love is like a beautiful rose that while time passes it looses its petals and its color fades away....what was so sweet at the beginig becomes sour as it ends....but no one knows when it will really end....he is my inspiration he is my all... but i wonder if he knows..... i see myself filled with hate... not towards him but towards my insecurity.... i am impatient... and very jelouse... i never was like this before he came into my life.... i sometimes wonder if i will ever change... or if he will just love me for who i am....love... i fear it... i live it...i hate it but love it.... it takes control of your whole life and you dont even think twice. i love you keith and sorry for all the bad things we been goin thru.
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I NEED YOU
DATE: 30 Jan 2008, 11:44 pm / MOOD: Other
when was the last time i said i needed you i dont recall but i am callin out for you so come to me... i just died in heart and soul. so help me at least to forgive... i need to before i leave..... i wont bother to scream or weep all i will do is sit here and see .... how my life past me by and all i did was let it be! love,life,work,pleasure,and pain.... dont let it just be....
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