what happens when all the trust is gone.... when all thats left is doubts and pain... thats what he feels and thats what i have gain.. my love for him grows while his love for me dies....our love is like a beautiful rose that while time passes it looses its petals and its color fades away....what was so sweet at the beginig becomes sour as it ends....but no one knows when it will really end....he is my inspiration he is my all... but i wonder if he knows..... i see myself filled with hate... not towards him but towards my insecurity.... i am impatient... and very jelouse... i never was like this before he came into my life.... i sometimes wonder if i will ever change... or if he will just love me for who i am....love... i fear it... i live it...i hate it but love it.... it takes control of your whole life and you dont even think twice. i love you keith and sorry for all the bad things we been goin thru.